My new years eve was horrible, I was sick so I couldn’t celebrate. In a way I’m glad I didn’t drink, I drink too much. So much that I started taking pills for my anxiety/panic attacks, and had beer some time after taking it. Terrible idea, I got drunk so easily. I didn’t even have more than 2 cans of beer. Blah.

I got pills for my anxiety back in November, took them a day or two and stopped because I had to take antibiotics. I started getting alot of panic attacks recently so I took the pills again a couple days ago. It makes me so loopy and tired. The first night I took them I was so loopy and fucked up that I almost told someone off, told someone they were cute, and kept staring coyly at this one person. I was so glad when I got home and went to bed. I took the pill an hour ago and I feel so messed up right now, I’m gonna go pass out in a few.

School starts in six days, im so not wanting my winter break to be over. I do kind of miss the steadiness of school though. I’m nervous/anxious about the new semester. I have more classes, all new classes and more new people. So its like the first semester all over again, lol.

Ten days and work will be over, unless someone applies for my position before then. I hope they do, I seriously hate this job and my boss. He’s such a prick!

Anyone know what happened to Wendy of thecarnage.org? Wendy if you’re reading this, what happened?

Well I’m going to go pass out now, excuse me. L8r! <3

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This isn’t going to be long. I just wanted to say Happy New Years! I hope 2009 will start with a bang, and be a better year for everyone. I just thought I would blog for a last time for 2008, lol.

I would’ve drank, but I don’t feel good at all. I’m so weak, and feel like puking.

School starts in 11 days, I’m anxious now.

HAPPY NEW YEARS. BE SAFE.

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